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My nemisis

I am failing miserably at this diet thing... I just want to look better and feel better and be healthy. The pandemic did me in...I'm serious.

Suddenly I was no longer alone in the house, which was nice, but it turned me from getting my steps in while watching tv, and trying a new on-demand exercise routine to sitting. Mr. G working in the other room has me more self conscious about doing any of those things that I used to. And yes, that's a ME problem.

Then there was the community panic of "Stores are going to run out of food!" So we were buying anything we could find in anticipation for empty shelves. (Now we know the only shelves that went empty were toilet paper, paper towels, I'm hearing baby formula, and cat food. Then breakfast sandwiches-which was odd.) But I went from buying all fresh veggies and proteins to whatever I could find. I still don't eat frozen chicken nuggets or strips, and I do make frozen fresh chicken. BUT my eating habits went crazy.

I broke my no fast food (I was going on 3 years). I also broke my no pop rule. I was so bad.

And here we are 2 years later and I am still just bad. Cheddar Pringles are my new vice, and Pizza Rolls - I need to keep them out of my house! Too bad Pizza Rolls are actually something the boy will eat without complaint.

The last two days I started out positive, and motivated. Then fell right off the wagon. Ugh. 

I'm motivated and yet it's just not clicking yet. I know that the first week is the hardest, and if you can get through that it gets easier. Pushing through that is my nemesis right now.

I am strongly considering turning to NutriSystem! It would make my life so much easier...since I hate to cook and never know what to cook. Especially healthy. It's expensive. But I'm at that point...

Tomorrow is a new day...

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